Sunday, February 10, 2013

A Pitiful Shame

I can hardly believe that the last time I took the time to post on my blog was almost a year ago.  What a pitiful shame.  A lot has happened since April.  I won't get into it right now but at some point it will be discussed in posts.  I have to get back into the groove of things.  I think this will be a good out to start expressing my feelings again.  I will be going through a little something in the next two weeks and I will need something to help me get through it.  I will be back.  I promise...

to be continued... I promise :)

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Work Out: Day 1

How do I describe how I feel... Let's just say, I know I'm walking but it's not on air.
I feel like my whole body has a charlie horse... yeah, that bad. 

My goal is to lose 25-30 pounds or more by May 24th.  That's 3 days before my birthday.
My next goal is to match whatever I lose and add 10lbs by August or September. 
Then I want to match what I lost in August plus 10lbs and lose that by the Christmas
party in New Orleans.  I won't be at my idea weight

My trainer Cedric is dedicated so I feel I should be as well.  I'm motivated.  I have to lose
weight.  I'm healthy, but I want to stay healthy.  I want to be happier and I know
this sounds crazy, but I do want my little girl to be able to put her arms all the way
around my waist. 

My eating habits are terrible.  So, no more McDonald's, Burger King, nachos from Circle K
with an icee.  I could go on, but I really don't want to at this point.  Oh yeah, I have to mention
no more cookie slices from Mrs. Field's.  That's gonna be hard but I know I can do it.  My pocket
book can't handle Lane Bryant prices anymore. 

My dimensions are pretty clear.  I'm 5'3" and over 200lbs.  I won't be precise but as I lose,
I will give more information.  I should be 5'3 and less than 150lbs I believe.  Baby steps though.

Am I ready for day 2, hell no but I have to do this.  My life, health and my daughter depends on it.

See you tomorrow.